iowa61
12-30-2004, 11:35 AM
thanks everybody.most of my writing are in books called famous poets of anthology.they arent under my given name,melissa.i hesitate giving my real name out.i have had problems with that before.thats where the truck came in.sorry guys.here is my first published poem.
when i was seven
i realized there wasnt a heaven
when i was nine
i discovered the taste of wine
i let it slowly seep inside
covering places i wanted to hide
when i was fourteen
i was wild and mean
i didnt have any long term dream
just to live from day to day
careful of what i would say
i was taken behind the door
always beatings and so much more
something inside my head
wished so hard to be dead
every chance i did run
but the pain was still undone
i couldnt out run the pain
it was with me over and over again
in time the hatred did win
but only for awhile
i walked away with a smile
truth being,i am a huge ellen fan.ii dont like the rumors,but we all deserve happiness and love correct.maybe this time she will be happy.
melissa
when i was seven
i realized there wasnt a heaven
when i was nine
i discovered the taste of wine
i let it slowly seep inside
covering places i wanted to hide
when i was fourteen
i was wild and mean
i didnt have any long term dream
just to live from day to day
careful of what i would say
i was taken behind the door
always beatings and so much more
something inside my head
wished so hard to be dead
every chance i did run
but the pain was still undone
i couldnt out run the pain
it was with me over and over again
in time the hatred did win
but only for awhile
i walked away with a smile
truth being,i am a huge ellen fan.ii dont like the rumors,but we all deserve happiness and love correct.maybe this time she will be happy.
melissa